| Regina ( @ 2003-06-26 11:44:00 |
| Current mood: |
i wish that i weren't so obsessive compulsive. you see - the whole confusing episode began when i changed this page - and now i want to change it back because i believe that it will make everything better... i know deep down somewhere that this is not the case - but i cannot get past my stupid superstitions. so instead i cry! no phone calls - which had been promised - and email was ignored. and i do not know why. but i will leave you alone. and maybe you will love me again.